scatterbrainiac’s blog

Oh my God.

 

 

 

Mental note to self:

 

Next time, NEVER EVER trust MEN!

I'm juggling piano homework, flickr, sleepiness, and editing photos.

 

 

Life is hard.

 

 

=P

 

 

yeah though. Today I washed all my own clothes and scrubbed my bathroom spotless and shiny, then helped my mom re-check her MUET papers (like, 200 of them), and later cooked my own dinner at night. This is me without a maid : tired.

 

I think "independence" shall suck muchly.

 

I ain't looking forward to college much.

 

Oh well.

 

 

Or, playgrounds, for the common folk to call.

 

F and I messed around the playground near her neighbourhood a few weeks ago. At that time I was rather blissfully happy, or ignorant. Whichever suits you.

 

So lately since I am bored and depressed I edited more of the photos we took that day.

 

Some photos for you to look at:

 

 

 

 

hahahaaaa you can see my tripod in that shot!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I love this one. Fara took it. I look like such a poser, but I don't feel so bad because actually, that doesn't look like me at all XD

As exhibited, I have no sense of consistent editing! I just bulldoze my way through the buttons in photoshop led by my whims.

 

 

 

 

And so ends this picture post,

Elle xxx

My life is over, just when everyone else's is beginning.

Will post photos from today, tomorrow. ngantuk dey.

 

Happy 18th, Raihani :D

 

 

 

oh there's more. but tomorrow dey =D

 

Ella, you are such a lazy mutt!

I'm eating the kit kat nestle ice cream. the kit kat inside tastes like medicine.

 

 

 

 

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I didn't get a callback from MARA. I want to call them to ask how I can make a rayuan, a second chance, but the old feeling has risen yet again, making my hand loosen its grip on the cellphone, stopping my fingers from punching in the numbers.

 

I always have to make a plea when it comes to these things. The reality is, I'm sick of them making people like me feel dumb when in fact I am very deserving of this one chance to pursue my studies overseas. Don't they understand that I am one of those people who actually think and work differently and therefore should be given the opportunity to gain knowledge in a field of my choice so that one day I can give back to the country? Enough with giving scholarships to the powerful people's offspring, they don't care bout giving back, do you understand that? Stop relying on people who don't care, to bring Malaysia pride and fame. Look at the commoners, people like me, who have more than enough passion and drive and wit and courage, to bring our country further.

 

I deserve this. Pray that they take a look at me this time and see the will behind my eyes.

I got my powershot A410 back! My lovely, compact, boxy, steady, reliable little silver digital camera. Which gives more quality than the one that suceeded it, weirdly. Oh well, I'm just very happy to have it working again. It only took less than a fortnight to get it fixed. *bangs head on tabletop* Whyyyy did I not send it for repairs last year when it first malfunctioned???

 

Oh wait.yes, the reason be my parents. But enough with the blame game.

 

I also have two rolls of film to develop, so we'll see about that prospective career in film. I'm excited to see if I got good shots or erm... crappy ones.

 

The slr topic still in the air. May it come to fruition no later than this weekend. Please. 

I tell you, not an inch of me was nervous. I just felt semi-petrified, semi-psycho (I was smiling the whole morning like a twitchy lunatic and shouting WHOO every other minute) and semi-floaty.

 

I came a bit late, to find Rai and Zati waiting at the field/playground in front of school. Then Lou came, playing nonsense hallejujah and the theme from Psycho and some other symphonies on her PDA.

 

Then we went in.

 

*insert descriptions of teenagers loitering and hanging out in the girls' loo*

 

Oh bla, I'll cut to the chase.

 

I'm not ecstatic, but I feel relieved beyond compare.

 

Malay                                                     A1

English                                                   A1

Islamic Studies                                       A1

History                                                   B3

Mathematics                                          A1

Additional Mathematics                           A2

Physics                                                  A1

Chemistry                                              A1

Biology                                                  A1

Tasawwur Islam                                      A1

English for Science and Technology          A2

 

 

Note that I've come up with the right predictions. I was imminently doomed after completing my History papers, knowing most of my essay pages were blank, and the fact that I studied perhaps 5 chapters thouroughly out of 16 chapters, and none of the stuff I memorised came out. I am extremely grateful to God and whoever my paper marker was, because a B3 is absolutely heavenly at this point.

 

I was terrified of losing too many marks for Add. Math. but I think perhaps that was not only the reason why I managed only an A2. Add. Math. was my favourite subject to learn, so naturally it's sad for me to fall short of a brilliant top grade. I suspect they had risen the graph and I fell into the A2 category. There was a leak in AddMath questions somewhere in KL, so some of us fell victim.But I can only assume this. Whatever.

 

EST. Well. Always knew this was tricky for me. I change formats like I go to the loo.

 

Congratulations to the USJ13 batch of 2007. I think we all did extremely well, and I don't want anyone to be sad.

 

 

I dearly hope my father won't blow up. Sometimes he's a bit irrational, but he should know that I was slagging all my homework and my results are bloody well amazing for a slacker.

 

I LOVE myself for getting A1s in all three of my sciences.

This is exciting. I have never succeeded in achieving this since the first form 4 examinations.

 

The last trial before SPM itself, my biology and physics were Cs. Indeed, there's only one word for this:

 

 

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

Love to everyone! I'm so happy for all of us. An exceptional well done to Lou and Rai for your 13A1s. I think we all reaped what we sowed (is that the right grammar? XD).

 

Good ones Athirah, Zati, Asma, Deera, Pei Gie, Amelia, Reuben, Kit Yinn, Afiqah, Ashwathy, Kevin, Gwen, Kar Kiat, Angie, Zhiao Chien, Sofi and all of yez.

 

One thing I hope: that we all go far in life, and even after, we'll all meet each other again.

 

yours in notoriety,

Mikhaella

 

P.S. I hope the scholarship people won't be so tough on me :P

Oh funny!

 

I was about to do my Maghrib prayers when I realised I was hungry.

 

I was like "eh?"

 

I forgot to eat lunch.